Friday, November 14, 2008
haiz.. today.. totally no mood at all.. never thought we would end up so quickly.. its only 4 days.. is my life destinated to be like this.. the first love.. esther.. which i love her for almost 5 years but in return with nothing.. next.. is sandy.. to think i could be with her.. never know that she kept lied to me.. and she was just a flirt.. and how stupid am i was to stead with her another 2 times.. to let her play.. the world's ever stupid thing i've ever done.. next.. is xiu yan.. though we know each other for a long time since small.. but we never let another know.. we started loving each other long time ago.. should be.. this is what she told me.. who knows if it was a lied.. but i will trust all my loves one.. because.. i hate people who lied to me.. be untruthful to me.. and.. at 10/11/08.. we finally stead.. but.. 4 days later.. which is today.. she told me to become maple couple back.. and maybe she did not want to stead again.. my love life is totally messed up.. i don't know what should i do.. and i told myself.. i don't want to get in love anymore.. i don't want to be sad and heartbroken anymore..
`i can never forget that light, of you emits
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