If love can be attain by just saying I Love You..
tha love would not last any further..
for a love to last..
it's all about the trust that we have..
With trust.. there's no need for these words..



Being kept by the darkness..
being devoured as time goes on..
being forgotten when time flews..
light is the one i need..
and that, will always be you..

MY MEMORIES

Friday, December 26, 2008

hmms.
xiao yan had found herself a stead. hehs
congrats =)
im not sad.
really.
im really not sad.
its good that she can find a person she loves ya?
im happy for her.
well.
guess im having a tough luck afterall.
and im weak afterall.
i really do sux in love huh?
not emo-ing here.
just sort of.
feeling that im quite a weakling.
hahas.
now now now.
don feel any sympathism for me.
don pity me either.
hahas.
im saying all this isnt for sympathism from people.
just sharing with you guys what are always on my mind ya?
hehs.
sure.
i do feel sour in my heart.
but thats nothing compared to what happiness she could get.
just wish that she can be happy =)
to say the truth.
im glad she didnt choose me.
cus somehow.
i still couldnt forget my ex.
how pathetic can i be.
two boats huh? -.-
thats bad eh.
hahas.
what can i do.
maybe im just desperate hahas.
oh well.
for now.
i think no more relationship for me yea?
until i really found one i really can love for.
no more desperate anymore.
kays?
hahas.

sometimes.
im thinking that.
if my ex were to return to me.
i mean if ya?
who knows.
hahahas.
not cursing or anything.
pure innocent =p
should i..
umm.
how to say.
accept her?
wow. im talking like she wants me. -.-
and yet im the one who is keep wanting her.
ahahaha.
but that shouldnt be the case ya?
she wont be coming back.
i know.
and i know i shouldnt rely any hopes on it anymore.
the time to let go.
but when i let go.
i felt myself lost.
all i wanted is to love.
and to let go.
no one to love.
its like a blank route for me to walk.
where to walk?
i dont know.
hmms.
dunno wad shud i do.
hahas.
and im glad.
that after these talks.
im not emo.
hahahas.
not bad.
not a force smile either =).
wonder why.
hahas.
well.
its not bad too.
smiling everyday.
i often told my loves one to do that.
smile smile smile.
everytime tell them smile.
hahas.

hmms.
christmas is over huh.
few more days till new year already.
what will my next year be?
a happy year?
a sad year?
lets just wait and see hahas.

waiting.. dreaming..

`i can never forget that light, of you emits

2:18 AM

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__--"MY PROFILE"--__
MingYi aka f0rg0tt3n
Single
17
28th nov
Sheep
ahbeng__91@hotmail.com


__--"LIKES"--__

FREEDOM!
piano~
piggy *oink
dreaming
CyBeR world
sleeping zZzZz
blogging
GameS

__--"HATES"--__

L0ve
backstabbers
betrayers
bullys
fate and destiny
make ppl hurt/sad
being ordered around

__--"WISHES"--__

to have a keyboard(piano)
to learn piano
more wealthy
japan's long hairstyle
a own computer
a new handphone
my own room
get rid of my bad habits
become fit
slim down
reached height at least 170
a better & peaceful life
frenship last forever
pass 'O' level
get a poly diploma

__--"BESTIES"--__

ban zhi lu =DD (andy)
NaCl dragon =xx (xian)
xinxin x3 (qixin)
fishy x3 (yu hui)
xIa0-zHuzhU x3 (xiu yan)
yanzi~ (liyan)
teddy~ (tabby)
tang guo~ (candiie)
hei xiong xD(hong jin)
gan tang ;o(alwin)
jerome =] (B-tard)
charmaine =] (char)
lily =] (lili)
florence =] (flor)